It's kinda funny really. The only part of me that I'm ok with is my sexuality. Otherwise I'm a complete screw-up, and a social reject.. well I seem to be an outcast at work anyway. Maybe it's all my fault. Probably. I donno. Man this summer sucks. Tomorrow I wanna wake up as someone else. Aslong as I'm still gay. Weird eh?
I'm 'taking a cord' at my wee old (great) auntie Netty's funeral on Monday. I'd be lying if I said we were close. But. All the same. Ya know? She was just like a permanent fixture. My auntie 'Caca', her sister, is pretty ill too, and I'm pretty sure they can't live without each other. So. We'll see. I think it's a relief in a way, because it's not been a fast process. But it's sad too. They've done a hell of a lot to help us out over the years, and they didn't get the best deal from life themselves. But I think they had a better old age. So yeah, here's to Caca and Auntie Netty, the magical old sisters from Tranent, East Lothian.
Make what you will of the follwing,
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