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Graham of Anywhere
a gay Scotsman in Thailand

Blog about sexuality, loneliness, politics, and purpose (page 24)

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Sunday 17 April 2016 12:14PM
I keep most tickets. Gigs. Some film screenings. Occasional theatre performances. It’s not compulsive. I just like the thought of occasionally going back through them because I never remember where…
Friday 18 March 2016 8:56PM
I ran out of strength today. Something slipped away. I don’t understand. I’m not strong. Not today.

Writing isn’t happening. The words don’t flow. My sentences are short and my…
Sunday 13 March 2016 9:24PM
I don't want to be sad. I don't want to be totally unproductive. I don't want to be alone.

You sort of get used to it. Then you get reminded about how life could be. Then you're back to wondering why…
Saturday 12 March 2016 9:24PM
It's not happening, between the boy and I. He's not ready. And I need someone to share my life with. But I feel utterly disappointed. I knew it might end this way but I really wish it hadn't because, for…
Monday 7 March 2016 10:31PM
It’s hard to believe in it all sometimes; the present, the future. This year has started in a way that has changed everything forever. My mum died on Sunday 17th January, at 12:40pm. She was 59.…
Wednesday 3 June 2015 9:00PM
Part 1: An awkward soul

With nothing to say (saying nothing). There's comfort in staying silent. No silly statements and no confrontations. Nothing to doubt and nothing to regret. And nothing to share…
Sunday 3 August 2014 4:29PM
Time to spend a bit more time pondering the Scottish independence question. Both the UK and Scottish governments have produced guides containing the facts, as they see them or present them, which will…
Friday 20 June 2014 10:41PM
Anywhere is all around. Anywhere is everywhere. I am anyone. I am anywhere. …
Sunday 8 June 2014 12:35AM
I closed QueerAttitude.com one month ago, now. I still visit a couple of times a week, even though the content never changes. I locked the system time at 5pm GMT, 11th May 2014, the point at which I flicked…