Graham of Anywhere

the self-centric blog of a perpetually single gay guy in London

Graham's blog: politics, poetry, and introspection

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Friday 29 June 2007 12:05AM

Another Move

Tomorrow I move house, again. I hate it. Moving. I feel like I don't have a home. To paraphrase Robin in slightly the wrong context, I'd love an extended period of leaving things the same. A re-growing…
Thursday 28 June 2007 11:25PM

Fragility Of Things

One of my friends, J, was attacked in Glasgow. Savagely beaten up by a group of neds (chavs, townies, or regional variation). Merely for the sake of it. It angers me. And makes me sick to the stomach.…
Monday 18 June 2007 10:18PM

Who Is The Future?

Hey you, are you the future?

I picture us in our home. A home, together, where we can base our lives. You do your thing and contribute what you have, and I'm doing my thing in my little world. We're…
Sunday 3 June 2007 7:37PM

Hunting For The Invisible

Lost. Lost and Directionless. And ultimately lonely.

That's how I summarise the way I've felt for so long. Ever since the middle of high school. That's a long time to feel that way. It eats me inside.…
Saturday 14 April 2007 9:37PM

Just Keep Going

It's so very easy to slump down into a state of complete disregard. I feel like I get close to that point sometimes. When it feels like absolutely nothing is going right. When you're stuck in a company…
Sunday 18 March 2007 7:12PM

Dismantling The Belief

Sometimes you believe. Hold a concept of undeniable truth. Something that just makes sense.

And sometimes you have to let go of those beliefs. Because every belief has its day of reckoning, and you…
Tuesday 6 February 2007 12:12AM

Looking At Pictures In The Distance

I've been in Milton Keynes a year today. It's been a fast year. But not one I've really enjoyed. Gained new perspectives and gained varied experience, but haven't gained either of the two things that I'm…
Monday 1 January 2007 2:45PM

Independence & Happiness

A thought for the boy

I need my independence, just like you. But I also, at the very same time, need not to be alone. I am strong, but what friends give is different from what a partner can give; what…
Saturday 23 December 2006 12:59AM

Another Thought

Sometimes I write all this stuff. Self-centric. Attempt at figuring it all out. Attempt at applying logic with the aim of rationalising everything.

This little train of thought is no different.

I…
Friday 22 December 2006 11:49PM

Waaaa. Escaped.

Hey.

I feel somewhat less stressed all of a sudden. Woohoo. I have escaped office life until after the new year. Thank fuck for that. Yeps. :)

Offices. My god. My dynamic, creative side is burning…
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