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a gay Scotsman in Thailand

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Saturday 8 September 2007 2:58AM
So I broke out,
And broke into another place,
Scratching my way through,
Enclosed spaces to find, something
Wide open, wide open

And I found things were different,
But not all that new, because…
Thursday 30 August 2007 1:30AM
I previewed a print of Hallam Foe tonight. It was really, very good. It stars Jamie Bell (Billy Elliot) and it was shot in my hometown of Edinburgh. It's a little freaky, but the strange films are always…
Thursday 16 August 2007 1:02AM
Hm. So then. Lewis has really got into this blogging thing over on lewishenshall.co.uk. Logging a life. By contrast, I never seem to write about life. I write about the meanderings in my mind whether those…
Wednesday 11 July 2007 11:11PM
I've spent a night watching depressing American TV. New series of One Tree Hill, and Brothers & Sisters. It's good stuff, I like depressing television and films, and music. But what exactly does that…
Friday 29 June 2007 12:05AM
Tomorrow I move house, again. I hate it. Moving. I feel like I don't have a home. To paraphrase Robin in slightly the wrong context, I'd love an extended period of leaving things the same. A re-growing…
Thursday 28 June 2007 11:25PM
One of my friends, J, was attacked in Glasgow. Savagely beaten up by a group of neds (chavs, townies, or regional variation). Merely for the sake of it. It angers me. And makes me sick to the stomach.…
Monday 18 June 2007 10:18PM
Hey you, are you the future?

I picture us in our home. A home, together, where we can base our lives. You do your thing and contribute what you have, and I'm doing my thing in my little world. We're…
Sunday 3 June 2007 7:37PM
Lost. Lost and Directionless. And ultimately lonely.

That's how I summarise the way I've felt for so long. Ever since the middle of high school. That's a long time to feel that way. It eats me inside.…
Saturday 14 April 2007 9:37PM
It's so very easy to slump down into a state of complete disregard. I feel like I get close to that point sometimes. When it feels like absolutely nothing is going right. When you're stuck in a company…
Sunday 18 March 2007 7:12PM
Sometimes you believe. Hold a concept of undeniable truth. Something that just makes sense.

And sometimes you have to let go of those beliefs. Because every belief has its day of reckoning, and you…